Crazy....just crazy...

I am watching Hannah Montana and wow...just crazy. The only thing my sister will watch. I guess it is better than listening to my music and relating it to my life.

i screw everything up. I finally get things straight and it goes down for my friend. What am i to do? i just need to get home-talk to ppl. Thats right things are going to get better. No more problems. I don't care how it hurts me but ppl are going to be happy. I am going to deal. You guys just need to be happy.


I guess i have been acting crazy lately so...I am sorry. THe last post, idk, they are just there.


WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG??????????


ANSWER MY QUESTION......

Withdrawal....

Some stuff you never think will be hard but oh it is...
It changes you.
You are never the same, no matter what you withdrawal from.
I now am not a big chocolate fan. I like salty things.
I want to do nothing.
I am just different, i don't feel the same.
Oh god, i just want that phone call...the voice, the words, an explaination.
Not going to happen is what i keep on telling everyone we are just friends and we really are. Now i think that is too hard but college for you is good. Good for me too.

If you just give me that call though we can say goodbye.


Faith Hope A phone call
All i need

Kandi

Just call.



I know i am confusing, crazy, anything you want to throw at me but you can't think you didn't do anything with it.



To PLAYER.

dELETED

I have done it. I am moving on. I deleted the number and there is no going back. Well there could be if he called-but he won't. I am going to be single and happy. And in a month i will move onto something else, by getting a job and going to college(RCTC). I don't want to move on but what choice do i have, it has been said, it has been done. Who cares if i hurt. I am giving up two great guys if you don't understand. One to my BF-but it wasn't like i would have gotten him anyway. THe other to time and his lack to give me a name of what we are. Who the fuck cares, they don't, know one does.

College, an escape, here i come. I am going to miss what I had but it wasn't good enough for me.


Shameful Easy Hidden in the Closet Kandi is leaving.

I still want but i know i can't have.