Why do the FUCK i care....
Had one of my worst nights ever.
Cried a lot.
Didn't understand.
And the thing is you probably believe I broke up with Evan, if you haven't checked facebook.
No.
Someone said something someone else couldn't say-even though that person didn't know s/he said it.
I find high school point less.
I feel like I am not living.
I am stuck.
I am being pulled down by this thing called HIGH SCHOOL.
The friends.
The drama.
The lack.
The overdose.
This is the time that shapes you. I doubt I will turn out right. I have learned that it is better to be independent. That I shouldn't care.
I do care. I hate it.
Why do I care?
Who needs me to care?
What cares about me?
Where and how I can answer. I care at high school. I care what people say and do.
I am...ugh...soft.
I want to be a rock. And if I need a cover I can get some paper (materials). If I need the paper gone I can get some scissors (a loss).
I look to the future. A bright future. A future where I can be what I wish to be, not what someone makes me.
Cried a lot.
Didn't understand.
And the thing is you probably believe I broke up with Evan, if you haven't checked facebook.
No.
Someone said something someone else couldn't say-even though that person didn't know s/he said it.
I find high school point less.
I feel like I am not living.
I am stuck.
I am being pulled down by this thing called HIGH SCHOOL.
The friends.
The drama.
The lack.
The overdose.
This is the time that shapes you. I doubt I will turn out right. I have learned that it is better to be independent. That I shouldn't care.
I do care. I hate it.
Why do I care?
Who needs me to care?
What cares about me?
Where and how I can answer. I care at high school. I care what people say and do.
I am...ugh...soft.
I want to be a rock. And if I need a cover I can get some paper (materials). If I need the paper gone I can get some scissors (a loss).
I look to the future. A bright future. A future where I can be what I wish to be, not what someone makes me.
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